1 00:00:04,178 --> 00:00:06,223 In the criminal justice system, 2 00:00:06,267 --> 00:00:07,659 sexually based offenses 3 00:00:07,703 --> 00:00:09,792 are considered especially heinous. 4 00:00:09,835 --> 00:00:12,186 In New York City, the dedicated detectives 5 00:00:12,229 --> 00:00:13,752 who investigate these vicious felonies 6 00:00:13,796 --> 00:00:15,450 are members of an elite squad 7 00:00:15,493 --> 00:00:17,495 known as the Special Victims Unit. 8 00:00:17,539 --> 00:00:19,410 These are their stories. 9 00:00:33,120 --> 00:00:35,035 Charlie? 10 00:00:35,078 --> 00:00:36,210 Mommy... 11 00:00:36,253 --> 00:00:37,776 Charlie. 12 00:00:37,820 --> 00:00:40,257 By yourself, little man? 13 00:00:45,871 --> 00:00:48,396 Madre de Dios! 14 00:00:49,658 --> 00:00:52,487 Help! Help! 15 00:00:52,530 --> 00:00:55,229 Someone help! 16 00:00:55,272 --> 00:00:57,187 You SVU? 17 00:00:57,231 --> 00:00:58,841 - Lieutenant Benson. - Sergeant Tutuola. 18 00:00:58,884 --> 00:01:00,234 Who the hell stabs a kid? 19 00:01:00,277 --> 00:01:01,298 - Top of my head? - The devil. 20 00:01:01,322 --> 00:01:02,584 Okay, how old is he? 21 00:01:02,627 --> 00:01:04,673 - Five... six. - Knife wound to the belly. 22 00:01:04,716 --> 00:01:06,414 Ambulance took him to Saint Vincent's. 23 00:01:06,457 --> 00:01:07,806 Name's Charlie Mill. 24 00:01:07,850 --> 00:01:09,393 He was wandering down the street bleeding. 25 00:01:09,417 --> 00:01:11,114 Neighbor's maid spotted him. 26 00:01:11,158 --> 00:01:13,116 - He live around here? - That one. Door's open. 27 00:01:13,160 --> 00:01:14,441 Okay, the rest of the family inside? 28 00:01:14,465 --> 00:01:16,250 Yes and no. 29 00:01:32,179 --> 00:01:35,617 I was gonna get this bed for Noah for Christmas. 30 00:01:51,372 --> 00:01:54,244 Oh, Jesus. 31 00:02:03,427 --> 00:02:05,429 Doesn't get much more brutal than this. 32 00:02:05,473 --> 00:02:07,823 I figure he's been like this no more than two hours. 33 00:02:07,866 --> 00:02:10,652 Son, daughter, daddy. 34 00:02:15,265 --> 00:02:18,312 Let's just hope there's no mommy. 35 00:03:07,883 --> 00:03:10,538 We're probably looking at a 7-inch blade. 36 00:03:10,581 --> 00:03:12,235 The father and the daughter were stabbed 37 00:03:12,279 --> 00:03:14,237 12 and 3 times respectively... The boy, twice. 38 00:03:14,281 --> 00:03:15,673 None of them had defensive wounds. 39 00:03:15,717 --> 00:03:16,868 So they were killed while they slept? 40 00:03:16,892 --> 00:03:18,546 Yeah. 41 00:03:18,589 --> 00:03:20,524 Okay, you find anything else you'll let us know? 42 00:03:20,548 --> 00:03:23,333 - I will. - Okay. 43 00:03:23,377 --> 00:03:24,987 So there's no sign of forced entry. 44 00:03:25,030 --> 00:03:28,338 Coffee's on in the kitchen, empty cereal bowl. 45 00:03:28,382 --> 00:03:29,687 Just another day. 46 00:03:29,731 --> 00:03:31,515 Yeah, until it wasn't. 47 00:03:31,559 --> 00:03:33,711 - The mother is Anna Mill. - She works for a law firm... 48 00:03:33,735 --> 00:03:35,563 Schwartz, Medley, and Clark. 49 00:03:35,606 --> 00:03:37,608 Neighbor said she leaves around 8:00 a.m. 50 00:03:37,652 --> 00:03:39,741 - It's Rollins. - What's up? 51 00:03:41,830 --> 00:03:43,353 Charlie didn't make it. 52 00:03:44,572 --> 00:03:47,009 Okay. This is not the kind of thing 53 00:03:47,052 --> 00:03:49,011 that a mother should hear on the phone. 54 00:03:49,054 --> 00:03:51,013 I'll tell her. 55 00:03:55,931 --> 00:03:57,715 They said not to disturb them. 56 00:03:57,759 --> 00:03:59,345 They're under a lot of pressure right now 57 00:03:59,369 --> 00:04:00,999 - prepping for an IRS audit. - Is this them? 58 00:04:01,023 --> 00:04:03,373 - Yes. - On my desk... 59 00:04:03,417 --> 00:04:05,549 - Can I help you? - I tried to stop him. 60 00:04:05,593 --> 00:04:07,682 - NYPD. - I need to speak to Anna Mill. 61 00:04:07,725 --> 00:04:09,292 Unless this is life or death... 62 00:04:09,336 --> 00:04:11,729 Unfortunately, it is. 63 00:04:11,773 --> 00:04:14,732 What is it? 64 00:04:14,776 --> 00:04:17,344 Maybe we should do this in private. 65 00:04:20,042 --> 00:04:23,045 All of them? 66 00:04:23,088 --> 00:04:26,353 I am so sorry. 67 00:04:26,396 --> 00:04:29,747 Oh, my God. 68 00:04:29,791 --> 00:04:33,577 Oh, my God. 69 00:04:33,621 --> 00:04:35,536 All right. 70 00:04:38,539 --> 00:04:42,325 Charlie has a soccer game this afternoon. 71 00:04:42,369 --> 00:04:44,762 I should call, Coach... 72 00:04:44,806 --> 00:04:46,851 Mrs. Mill. 73 00:04:48,505 --> 00:04:54,032 There's no evidence that your home was robbed. 74 00:04:54,076 --> 00:04:57,775 What are you saying? 75 00:04:57,819 --> 00:05:00,300 You mean somebody wanted... 76 00:05:00,343 --> 00:05:04,391 That's... that's what we're thinking now. 77 00:05:04,434 --> 00:05:05,870 Did... did anybody have a grudge... 78 00:05:05,914 --> 00:05:10,440 My children are dead. 79 00:05:10,484 --> 00:05:11,963 What kind of a grudge 80 00:05:12,007 --> 00:05:15,445 would cause somebody to kill my children? 81 00:05:15,489 --> 00:05:18,535 Maybe it's possible your husband had an enemy? 82 00:05:18,579 --> 00:05:21,016 Maybe a coworker? 83 00:05:21,059 --> 00:05:26,021 - No, he... he works alone. - He... he's a writer. 84 00:05:27,370 --> 00:05:32,462 So... so Julian did work mainly from your home? 85 00:05:32,506 --> 00:05:36,727 Yes, he's... he would pick up the kids from school every day 86 00:05:36,771 --> 00:05:39,382 and he would make dinner. 87 00:05:39,426 --> 00:05:42,429 He'd tuck them in at night. 88 00:05:46,433 --> 00:05:50,872 Everyone said Rachel looked just like me. 89 00:05:50,915 --> 00:05:54,571 She was much prettier. 90 00:05:54,615 --> 00:05:56,704 Smarter. 91 00:06:11,196 --> 00:06:15,592 Did anyone have a key to your home? 92 00:06:15,636 --> 00:06:17,681 Just Dolores. 93 00:06:17,725 --> 00:06:19,379 Who is Dolores? 94 00:06:19,422 --> 00:06:22,860 - Dolores Alvarez. - She's our nanny. 95 00:06:22,904 --> 00:06:25,733 She's been with us for almost ten years. 96 00:06:26,603 --> 00:06:28,039 She works every day but Sunday. 97 00:06:29,084 --> 00:06:32,783 So she was supposed to work today? 98 00:06:32,827 --> 00:06:37,919 Have you heard from her this morning? 99 00:06:37,962 --> 00:06:39,486 No. 100 00:06:43,098 --> 00:06:45,448 But she's like... She's like family. 101 00:06:45,492 --> 00:06:47,581 I mean, she wouldn't... She wouldn't hurt any... 102 00:06:53,674 --> 00:06:55,893 NYPD! 103 00:07:06,643 --> 00:07:08,099 All I know is my mom raised four kids. 104 00:07:08,123 --> 00:07:09,733 We didn't have a nanny. 105 00:07:09,777 --> 00:07:11,909 It's hard raising kids while you're working. 106 00:07:11,953 --> 00:07:14,782 Looks like a happy family, minus the mom. 107 00:07:14,825 --> 00:07:18,002 It doesn't look like Dolores stays around here too much. 108 00:07:20,178 --> 00:07:22,920 Hey, look at this. 109 00:07:25,793 --> 00:07:29,579 "Today I took the kids to hippo park with Julian. 110 00:07:29,623 --> 00:07:31,929 "They love the dad but they need their mama. 111 00:07:31,973 --> 00:07:35,019 Anna doesn't know what a sweet man she has." 112 00:07:38,545 --> 00:07:41,025 - Hey, Carisi. - Check this out. 113 00:07:45,769 --> 00:07:47,728 Just out the wash and still wet. 114 00:07:47,771 --> 00:07:50,774 Yeah. So is this. 115 00:07:50,818 --> 00:07:53,864 I wanna know what you know about Dolores. 116 00:07:53,908 --> 00:07:56,476 - She's the Mills' nanny. - Right. 117 00:07:56,519 --> 00:07:58,129 She's a good person. 118 00:07:58,173 --> 00:08:01,829 She loved those babies. She was... she was happy. 119 00:08:01,872 --> 00:08:03,134 'Kay. 120 00:08:03,178 --> 00:08:06,224 Do you know if she has any family here? 121 00:08:07,791 --> 00:08:11,708 You think she killed them. 122 00:08:11,752 --> 00:08:14,929 No, um... 123 00:08:14,972 --> 00:08:16,844 The truth is, we can't find her. 124 00:08:16,887 --> 00:08:20,151 You know, whoever did do this, they could have hurt her too. 125 00:08:20,195 --> 00:08:22,763 Anything you can tell me could help. 126 00:08:27,071 --> 00:08:28,856 She has a brother. 127 00:08:28,899 --> 00:08:32,250 - Emilio. - Okay. 128 00:08:32,294 --> 00:08:34,818 He lives in the Bronx, too. 129 00:08:34,862 --> 00:08:38,039 Dolores usually spends her day off with him. 130 00:08:41,608 --> 00:08:43,871 - I got a green card. - And we're happy for you. 131 00:08:43,914 --> 00:08:46,177 We're more concerned with your sister. 132 00:08:46,221 --> 00:08:48,179 Right, blame the brown people. 133 00:08:48,223 --> 00:08:49,616 Look who you're talking to, dude. 134 00:08:49,659 --> 00:08:51,139 Listen, is she here or not? 135 00:08:51,182 --> 00:08:53,010 - No. - Then I'm sure you won't mind 136 00:08:53,054 --> 00:08:55,883 us looking around, right? 137 00:08:55,926 --> 00:08:57,798 You work, Emilio? 138 00:08:57,841 --> 00:09:00,278 - I'm a mechanic. - At the Midas Muffler. 139 00:09:00,322 --> 00:09:02,019 Late start. On at noon. 140 00:09:02,063 --> 00:09:04,195 On at noon, huh? 141 00:09:04,239 --> 00:09:06,720 When was the last time you spoke to Dolores? 142 00:09:06,763 --> 00:09:08,156 - I don't know. - You don't know? 143 00:09:08,199 --> 00:09:09,853 What's going on back here, Emilio? 144 00:09:09,897 --> 00:09:12,726 - Nothing. - I... I said, "nothing." 145 00:09:12,769 --> 00:09:14,902 I don't think so. 146 00:09:18,166 --> 00:09:19,796 - She didn't do nothing! - Don't hurt her. 147 00:09:19,820 --> 00:09:21,691 Dolores Alvarez, you're under arrest 148 00:09:21,735 --> 00:09:25,129 for the murder of three people. 149 00:09:29,656 --> 00:09:32,136 They were dead when I got there. 150 00:09:32,180 --> 00:09:33,616 There was so much blood. 151 00:09:33,660 --> 00:09:36,358 You must have been scared out of your mind. 152 00:09:36,401 --> 00:09:38,229 - What did you do? - I loved them. 153 00:09:38,273 --> 00:09:40,101 I know you did, Dolores. 154 00:09:40,144 --> 00:09:43,191 Can you tell us what time you... You got to the Mills' house? 155 00:09:43,234 --> 00:09:45,193 At 8:30, like always. 156 00:09:45,236 --> 00:09:47,499 - Was the door open? - No, it was locked. 157 00:09:47,543 --> 00:09:49,893 - I have a key. - What'd you do then? 158 00:09:49,937 --> 00:09:53,593 I went to the kitchen to make breakfast for the children. 159 00:09:53,636 --> 00:09:56,247 I called out to them. There was no answer. 160 00:09:56,291 --> 00:09:58,989 I thought everybody overslept. 161 00:09:59,033 --> 00:10:01,165 So I went upstairs. 162 00:10:01,209 --> 00:10:03,951 Who'd you go to first? 163 00:10:03,994 --> 00:10:06,344 To Mr. Julian's room. 164 00:10:06,388 --> 00:10:09,086 I knocked and then I called his name. 165 00:10:09,130 --> 00:10:11,349 Nobody answered. 166 00:10:11,393 --> 00:10:14,004 I looked in and saw the blood. 167 00:10:14,048 --> 00:10:16,137 I tried to shake him. 168 00:10:16,180 --> 00:10:21,621 He didn't move, and then I thought about the children. 169 00:10:21,664 --> 00:10:25,015 I went to Rachel's... 170 00:10:25,059 --> 00:10:26,626 Did you shake her, too? 171 00:10:28,062 --> 00:10:30,020 She didn't move, either. 172 00:10:31,892 --> 00:10:34,895 And then I looked into Charlie's room. 173 00:10:34,938 --> 00:10:39,029 There was blood everywhere, so I ran. 174 00:10:39,073 --> 00:10:42,250 - You ran? - You didn't touch Charlie? 175 00:10:42,293 --> 00:10:44,339 I was frightened. 176 00:10:46,254 --> 00:10:48,648 I didn't kill them. 177 00:10:53,000 --> 00:10:56,003 Dolores, answer this for me. 178 00:10:56,046 --> 00:11:00,398 How did the knife get to your place? 179 00:11:00,442 --> 00:11:03,271 It was in Mr. Julian's bed. 180 00:11:03,314 --> 00:11:05,316 I don't know why I picked it up. 181 00:11:05,360 --> 00:11:06,927 Then I realized... 182 00:11:06,970 --> 00:11:10,234 That your fingerprints were all over it? 183 00:11:10,278 --> 00:11:13,281 I knew you were going to blame me. 184 00:11:22,507 --> 00:11:24,161 I don't know what we're looking for. 185 00:11:24,205 --> 00:11:26,947 A reason why a family was murdered. 186 00:11:26,990 --> 00:11:28,600 - Hi. - I got nothing. 187 00:11:28,644 --> 00:11:31,647 Blood's still being analyzed, not that it matters. 188 00:11:31,691 --> 00:11:33,431 Carisi, she worked here. 189 00:11:33,475 --> 00:11:35,129 She worked for them for ten years. 190 00:11:35,172 --> 00:11:37,392 They trusted her. She didn't just wake up 191 00:11:37,435 --> 00:11:39,350 and commit a triple homicide. 192 00:11:39,394 --> 00:11:41,004 She did run, Liv. 193 00:11:41,048 --> 00:11:43,093 Yes, because she walked into a blood bath 194 00:11:43,137 --> 00:11:45,400 and was scared out of her mind. 195 00:11:45,443 --> 00:11:47,010 Okay, the diary. 196 00:11:47,054 --> 00:11:49,273 Dolores spent a lot of time with Mr. Mill. 197 00:11:49,317 --> 00:11:50,468 She didn't exactly mind his company. 198 00:11:50,492 --> 00:11:52,363 Maybe he got tired of hers. 199 00:11:52,407 --> 00:11:54,559 Yeah, maybe they were having an affair, he calls it off. 200 00:11:54,583 --> 00:11:56,169 Wouldn't be the first home wrecking nanny 201 00:11:56,193 --> 00:11:57,629 on the Upper West Side. 202 00:12:00,545 --> 00:12:02,373 Talk to the other neighbors. 203 00:12:04,462 --> 00:12:06,421 Talk to the other nannies. 204 00:12:08,118 --> 00:12:09,554 Charlie was such a good boy. 205 00:12:09,598 --> 00:12:11,252 He wouldn't leave the stoop 206 00:12:11,295 --> 00:12:13,123 unless Dolores was holding his hand. 207 00:12:13,167 --> 00:12:14,472 What about Mr. Mills? 208 00:12:14,516 --> 00:12:16,300 Did Dolores ever talk about him? 209 00:12:16,344 --> 00:12:19,303 Just to say she'd like to work with him forever. 210 00:12:19,347 --> 00:12:21,479 I saw them at Gristedes once. 211 00:12:21,523 --> 00:12:24,395 Julian and Dolores were arguing over the milk. 212 00:12:24,439 --> 00:12:27,268 Non-fat or 2%. 213 00:12:27,311 --> 00:12:29,270 They were like an old married couple. 214 00:12:29,313 --> 00:12:32,273 It seemed a little... questionable. 215 00:12:32,316 --> 00:12:34,318 - People are talking. - What are they saying? 216 00:12:34,362 --> 00:12:35,798 I ain't no gossip. 217 00:12:35,842 --> 00:12:37,254 Oh yeah, well, I hate to burst your bubble, 218 00:12:37,278 --> 00:12:40,063 Mavis, but you just did. 219 00:12:40,107 --> 00:12:42,718 Jenny tell me she saw Mr. Mill and Delores 220 00:12:42,762 --> 00:12:44,198 at the coffee shop. 221 00:12:44,241 --> 00:12:46,200 All right, what were they doing? 222 00:12:46,243 --> 00:12:49,769 Drinking coffee, man, in the middle of the day. 223 00:12:51,335 --> 00:12:53,990 Julian isn't like that... wasn't like that. 224 00:12:54,034 --> 00:12:57,428 He's... No, he's... he loves us. 225 00:12:57,472 --> 00:12:59,343 He loves our family. Me. 226 00:12:59,387 --> 00:13:01,041 Okay. 227 00:13:01,084 --> 00:13:05,349 So, we have Delores' diary, and in it... 228 00:13:05,393 --> 00:13:07,438 What? So she actually wrote in there 229 00:13:07,482 --> 00:13:09,179 - that they slept together? - No. 230 00:13:09,223 --> 00:13:13,705 But she did say that they spent a lot of time together 231 00:13:13,749 --> 00:13:16,099 alone when you were at work. 232 00:13:16,143 --> 00:13:18,710 And she implied that she would make 233 00:13:18,754 --> 00:13:21,539 a better wife to Julian than you. 234 00:13:21,583 --> 00:13:25,717 We know that he loved you, and we think that... 235 00:13:25,761 --> 00:13:28,242 That he told her that. 236 00:13:29,286 --> 00:13:32,855 So... so she kills my husband? 237 00:13:32,899 --> 00:13:36,598 She kills my children because, what... he rejected her? 238 00:13:37,555 --> 00:13:39,470 God! 239 00:13:39,514 --> 00:13:43,257 He didn't even want a nanny. I insisted. 240 00:13:43,300 --> 00:13:46,086 I invited her into my home. 241 00:13:48,262 --> 00:13:50,351 This is all my fault. 242 00:13:50,394 --> 00:13:51,787 - Anna. - Why didn't I listen? 243 00:13:51,831 --> 00:13:54,746 - He could have told me... - Y-you cannot blame... 244 00:13:54,790 --> 00:13:59,403 - You cannot blame yourself. - Please. Please. Can I go? 245 00:13:59,447 --> 00:14:01,623 Yes, of course. 246 00:14:01,666 --> 00:14:03,253 Can we have somebody drive you to your hotel? 247 00:14:03,277 --> 00:14:06,889 - No, no, thank you. - I am fine. 248 00:14:06,933 --> 00:14:08,543 I'm fine. 249 00:14:11,851 --> 00:14:14,244 I don't know how she gets through the day. 250 00:14:14,288 --> 00:14:15,855 I don't either. 251 00:14:18,248 --> 00:14:21,425 'Cause we do. We invite these strangers into our homes, 252 00:14:21,469 --> 00:14:23,601 let them take complete control of our children. 253 00:14:23,645 --> 00:14:26,213 If I went home right now, I don't... 254 00:14:26,256 --> 00:14:28,476 I don't think I could leave Noah. 255 00:14:30,913 --> 00:14:33,263 We're doing this all wrong, Liv. 256 00:14:33,307 --> 00:14:37,180 Hi. Finally got Julian's voicemail back from TARU. 257 00:14:37,224 --> 00:14:38,747 Listen to this. 258 00:14:38,790 --> 00:14:40,618 Julian, I'm gonna kill you for this. 259 00:14:40,662 --> 00:14:42,794 You screwed me, pal. 260 00:14:42,838 --> 00:14:44,361 It's from a Tom Bernstein. 261 00:14:44,405 --> 00:14:47,190 He lives on the Lower East Side. 262 00:14:49,410 --> 00:14:50,890 Mr. Bernstein. 263 00:14:50,933 --> 00:14:54,458 - This can't be happening. - I mean, who... 264 00:14:54,502 --> 00:14:58,506 It could be someone who Julian, and I quote, "screwed." 265 00:15:00,160 --> 00:15:02,466 You think I killed him? 266 00:15:02,510 --> 00:15:04,468 Please, we've been friends for 20 years 267 00:15:04,512 --> 00:15:06,644 ever since we both got our break in the same issue 268 00:15:06,688 --> 00:15:09,125 of "New York Quarterly." 269 00:15:09,169 --> 00:15:13,477 We both blew our 140 bucks on beers at the White Horse. 270 00:15:13,521 --> 00:15:15,827 - The White Horse. - What... what is that? 271 00:15:15,871 --> 00:15:19,657 It's where Dylan Thomas drank himself to death. 272 00:15:19,701 --> 00:15:23,531 We dreamed of writing our own lyrical ballads. 273 00:15:23,574 --> 00:15:25,228 That's what that phone message was about. 274 00:15:25,272 --> 00:15:26,640 We were supposed to spend three months 275 00:15:26,664 --> 00:15:28,492 in the South of France and write. 276 00:15:28,536 --> 00:15:29,711 And Julian pulled the plug? 277 00:15:29,754 --> 00:15:30,842 More like Anna. 278 00:15:30,886 --> 00:15:32,583 She wasn't gonna foot the bill. 279 00:15:34,455 --> 00:15:36,848 Yes, I was angry, but not enough to kill. 280 00:15:36,892 --> 00:15:40,287 Why would Anna nix the trip? 281 00:15:40,330 --> 00:15:42,854 Julian told me that Anna let the ski lodge in Vail 282 00:15:42,898 --> 00:15:44,421 fall into foreclosure. 283 00:15:44,465 --> 00:15:46,225 She was trying to keep it together around him, 284 00:15:46,249 --> 00:15:49,209 but he could tell something was up. 285 00:15:51,298 --> 00:15:53,213 Somebody killed them over money? 286 00:15:53,256 --> 00:15:57,304 One of the top two reasons people get dead. 287 00:16:05,138 --> 00:16:07,836 I think Mr. Bernstein was pulling your leg. 288 00:16:07,879 --> 00:16:09,533 Anna Mill's got over $3 million 289 00:16:09,577 --> 00:16:11,622 - in securities and cash. - That after paying off 290 00:16:11,666 --> 00:16:13,209 - the mortgage on the brownstone. - Hold on, hold on. 291 00:16:13,233 --> 00:16:15,191 So what, we're just gonna forget about Dolores? 292 00:16:15,235 --> 00:16:17,082 - I mean, she's in Rikers. - I don't think they're gonna 293 00:16:17,106 --> 00:16:18,890 give her the key. Liv wants us to cover 294 00:16:18,934 --> 00:16:20,762 - all the bases. - This is odd. 295 00:16:20,805 --> 00:16:22,720 Julian's supposed to be a writer, right, a poet? 296 00:16:22,764 --> 00:16:24,244 It sounds better than "unemployed." 297 00:16:24,287 --> 00:16:26,898 Well, he's got a money market account at Central 298 00:16:26,942 --> 00:16:29,858 that's worth over 1.6 million. 299 00:16:29,901 --> 00:16:31,686 Must have written a hell of a poem. 300 00:16:31,729 --> 00:16:34,776 And it's all from salaries from a GBT legal services. 301 00:16:34,819 --> 00:16:36,343 What's that? 302 00:16:37,779 --> 00:16:40,564 Okay, they've been providing supplemental legal services 303 00:16:40,608 --> 00:16:42,871 for major law firms since 2011. 304 00:16:42,914 --> 00:16:44,351 Why would they hire a poet? 305 00:16:44,394 --> 00:16:46,092 'Cause they didn't have a choice. 306 00:16:46,135 --> 00:16:49,225 Julian was the president and the sole shareholder. 307 00:16:52,881 --> 00:16:55,579 Tell us about the consulting firm GBT. 308 00:16:55,623 --> 00:16:57,973 - What's that? - Supposedly they offer 309 00:16:58,017 --> 00:17:00,845 supplemental legal services for law firms. 310 00:17:00,889 --> 00:17:04,066 Why would we need someone else to service our clients? 311 00:17:04,110 --> 00:17:07,113 You tell us... your company wrote regular checks to 'em. 312 00:17:08,853 --> 00:17:10,855 Anna's husband was the president? 313 00:17:13,336 --> 00:17:18,298 The bills are all expensed to Anna's clients. 314 00:17:18,341 --> 00:17:23,694 That must have been what red flagged the firm for the audit. 315 00:17:23,738 --> 00:17:25,783 She had to know that that was coming. 316 00:17:25,827 --> 00:17:29,004 What do you say we take a look at her office? 317 00:17:29,048 --> 00:17:32,616 I hate to get all legal on you here, but... 318 00:17:32,660 --> 00:17:36,229 considering where we are, you're gonna need a warrant. 319 00:17:36,272 --> 00:17:38,796 So the amounts that that law firm billed, 320 00:17:38,840 --> 00:17:40,905 the clients never noticed that they were paying expenses 321 00:17:40,929 --> 00:17:42,800 - to an outside company. - That she owned. 322 00:17:42,844 --> 00:17:44,193 It was actually her husband's, 323 00:17:44,237 --> 00:17:45,649 but I just don't think he was in on this. 324 00:17:45,673 --> 00:17:47,129 Why, because poets don't like money? 325 00:17:47,153 --> 00:17:48,826 Okay. Anna's office was on East 49th Street. 326 00:17:48,850 --> 00:17:50,721 The mailbox was on West 121st street. 327 00:17:50,765 --> 00:17:52,680 Julian didn't do anything all day. 328 00:17:52,723 --> 00:17:54,440 If he was in on this, it would have made more sense 329 00:17:54,464 --> 00:17:56,162 if he'd just picked up the checks himself. 330 00:17:56,205 --> 00:17:57,685 Would have taken a lot of trips, 331 00:17:57,728 --> 00:18:00,035 because GBT took in over $3 million 332 00:18:00,079 --> 00:18:01,689 in the last six years. 333 00:18:01,732 --> 00:18:03,995 Okay, so maybe Anna's a thief, 334 00:18:04,039 --> 00:18:05,910 but that doesn't make her a murderer, guys. 335 00:18:05,954 --> 00:18:07,149 We're talking about her children. 336 00:18:07,173 --> 00:18:08,783 Nobody's saying that, Liv. 337 00:18:08,826 --> 00:18:10,176 All right, what if, uh, 338 00:18:10,219 --> 00:18:12,265 what if she owed money to somebody 339 00:18:12,308 --> 00:18:14,136 that was not on the books? 340 00:18:14,180 --> 00:18:16,138 And she was late in paying that person back. 341 00:18:16,182 --> 00:18:20,142 - Just doesn't make sense. - Why would anyone kill the kids? 342 00:18:20,186 --> 00:18:21,796 Liv. 343 00:18:23,363 --> 00:18:25,104 Tennis shoes. 344 00:18:25,147 --> 00:18:27,758 No, tennis shoes with what looks like 345 00:18:27,802 --> 00:18:29,847 a spot of blood on 'em. 346 00:18:29,891 --> 00:18:34,156 I found these in Anna Mill's office, in her desk drawer. 347 00:18:37,464 --> 00:18:39,030 Jesus, I can't believe this. 348 00:18:39,074 --> 00:18:41,381 Oh, my God. 349 00:18:42,730 --> 00:18:44,862 Mothers don't kill their babies. 350 00:18:48,214 --> 00:18:50,955 Wow. 351 00:18:50,999 --> 00:18:54,263 Um, okay. 352 00:18:54,307 --> 00:18:56,700 Get 'em to the lab. 353 00:18:56,744 --> 00:18:58,398 I-I'll call Fitz and I'll see if... 354 00:18:58,441 --> 00:19:01,052 If maybe we missed a shoe print or something. 355 00:19:02,532 --> 00:19:04,360 Oh, my God. 356 00:19:06,928 --> 00:19:08,799 Wh-what about Dolores? 357 00:19:10,410 --> 00:19:12,890 It's too soon to release her. 358 00:19:12,934 --> 00:19:16,198 I gotta say, I won't be upset if it's not the nanny. 359 00:19:16,242 --> 00:19:18,331 You'd rather it be the mother? 360 00:19:24,424 --> 00:19:26,730 You want some coffee? 361 00:19:26,774 --> 00:19:28,297 No, thank you. 362 00:19:28,341 --> 00:19:30,386 If you want some later, just let me know. 363 00:19:30,430 --> 00:19:32,475 Why does everybody keep asking me 364 00:19:32,519 --> 00:19:34,303 if I would like coffee? 365 00:19:34,347 --> 00:19:36,087 My sister, my friends. 366 00:19:36,131 --> 00:19:39,221 As if coffee will make it go away. 367 00:19:39,265 --> 00:19:41,441 You know what's not gonna go away? 368 00:19:45,271 --> 00:19:47,403 These. 369 00:19:47,447 --> 00:19:50,928 I found them in your desk at your office. 370 00:19:50,972 --> 00:19:53,279 - I wear them to work. - It's easier on the subway. 371 00:19:53,322 --> 00:19:56,195 Yeah, but, uh, 372 00:19:56,238 --> 00:19:58,458 Rachel's blood is on the right one. 373 00:20:00,242 --> 00:20:04,942 CSU found a small print by your daughter's bed. 374 00:20:04,986 --> 00:20:07,249 It's a perfect match. 375 00:20:34,276 --> 00:20:36,844 My baby. 376 00:20:54,601 --> 00:20:57,212 You killed them... 377 00:20:57,256 --> 00:20:58,953 didn't you, Anna? 378 00:21:00,346 --> 00:21:03,000 You did this. 379 00:21:09,050 --> 00:21:11,574 Of course I did this. 380 00:21:13,184 --> 00:21:14,838 I had to. 381 00:21:14,882 --> 00:21:19,495 You had to kill your children? 382 00:21:20,366 --> 00:21:24,457 Don't you see? 383 00:21:24,500 --> 00:21:27,286 They're so much better off now. 384 00:21:38,558 --> 00:21:40,386 How do you plead, Mrs. Mill? 385 00:21:42,388 --> 00:21:43,780 Not guilty. 386 00:21:43,824 --> 00:21:46,217 By reason of mental defect, Judge. 387 00:21:46,261 --> 00:21:48,394 The people request remand. 388 00:21:48,437 --> 00:21:50,352 Mr. O'Boyle? 389 00:21:50,396 --> 00:21:51,808 Your Honor, my client's on so much medication 390 00:21:51,832 --> 00:21:53,486 she needs help to get out of the shower. 391 00:21:53,529 --> 00:21:54,965 She is not going to run. 392 00:21:55,009 --> 00:21:57,794 Judge, she confessed to killing her family. 393 00:21:59,274 --> 00:22:01,276 - $2 million bail. - All cash. 394 00:22:01,320 --> 00:22:02,949 Your Honor, my client's accounts have all been frozen 395 00:22:02,973 --> 00:22:04,932 pending another criminal proceeding. 396 00:22:04,975 --> 00:22:07,543 Well, then she certainly has a problem. 397 00:22:07,587 --> 00:22:08,805 Next. 398 00:22:10,503 --> 00:22:12,287 - Be strong. - I'll see you soon. 399 00:22:15,638 --> 00:22:17,814 I know, I know. What am I doing here? 400 00:22:17,858 --> 00:22:20,295 Well, turns out that my client, her firm, 401 00:22:20,339 --> 00:22:23,254 has a satellite office in Chicago, 402 00:22:23,298 --> 00:22:26,562 and I did some work for her once upon a time. 403 00:22:26,606 --> 00:22:29,870 Mrs. Mill is a... good lady. 404 00:22:29,913 --> 00:22:33,700 Bedbug crazy. But a good lady. 405 00:22:35,005 --> 00:22:38,574 You look, uh, I don't know, distraught? 406 00:22:39,967 --> 00:22:42,578 Three murders does that to me. 407 00:22:49,324 --> 00:22:50,456 I loved them. 408 00:22:50,499 --> 00:22:53,937 I loved them all more than anything. 409 00:22:53,981 --> 00:22:57,680 Then I don't understand why you killed them. 410 00:23:00,335 --> 00:23:02,946 I ate lunch at a diner every day 411 00:23:02,990 --> 00:23:05,732 round the corner from my office. 412 00:23:05,775 --> 00:23:09,605 I bring my work. I sit at the counter. 413 00:23:09,649 --> 00:23:13,566 And last week, I saw a cockroach. 414 00:23:13,609 --> 00:23:16,612 And it was scurrying its way up the metal hood 415 00:23:16,656 --> 00:23:18,440 right above the grill. 416 00:23:18,484 --> 00:23:22,705 And it could feel the heat... 417 00:23:22,749 --> 00:23:27,057 and it was doing its best 418 00:23:27,101 --> 00:23:30,626 not to fall down into the sizzling grease. 419 00:23:30,670 --> 00:23:35,022 And up he'd go, scurrying up the hood, 420 00:23:35,065 --> 00:23:39,940 and then he'd slide back down, catching himself on the ledge. 421 00:23:39,983 --> 00:23:43,770 Over and over, up and down. 422 00:23:43,813 --> 00:23:45,859 And then finally he just dropped. 423 00:23:48,078 --> 00:23:50,690 Ssss. 424 00:23:50,733 --> 00:23:52,561 Sss... pop. 425 00:23:55,434 --> 00:23:58,132 And you related to the bug? 426 00:23:58,175 --> 00:24:00,526 No, I was the ledge. 427 00:24:03,485 --> 00:24:05,356 My children... 428 00:24:05,400 --> 00:24:09,709 I had to save them before they dropped onto the burning grill. 429 00:24:11,885 --> 00:24:14,453 Which was inevitable? 430 00:24:16,193 --> 00:24:20,371 Wouldn't you rather die in your sleep, Doctor? 431 00:24:20,415 --> 00:24:23,897 'Cause I couldn't bear to watch them pop. 432 00:24:26,682 --> 00:24:30,120 She's what the textbooks call a family annihilator. 433 00:24:30,164 --> 00:24:32,906 It's typically an upper middle class male... 434 00:24:32,949 --> 00:24:34,647 In this case a female... 435 00:24:34,690 --> 00:24:36,649 Who can't stand to see their family suffer. 436 00:24:36,692 --> 00:24:38,520 So she kills them. 437 00:24:38,564 --> 00:24:42,002 In her mind, it's better than the alternative. 438 00:24:42,045 --> 00:24:43,980 It's usually triggered by a big financial setback. 439 00:24:44,004 --> 00:24:46,069 Like when you're caught stealing from your clients. 440 00:24:46,093 --> 00:24:49,052 - Her life is over. - She wants to spare her husband 441 00:24:49,096 --> 00:24:51,533 and her children the pain of going on without her. 442 00:24:51,577 --> 00:24:54,057 I'm sorry, are you buying any of this? 443 00:24:54,101 --> 00:24:57,713 Because to me it sounds like some made-up syndrome 444 00:24:57,757 --> 00:25:00,063 cooked up by a defense attorney. 445 00:25:00,107 --> 00:25:02,979 Bottom line: She believed the murders were necessary 446 00:25:03,023 --> 00:25:04,435 even though she knew they were wrong. 447 00:25:04,459 --> 00:25:06,766 Good, then she's not legally insane. 448 00:25:06,809 --> 00:25:08,855 Not to us, but to a jury looking at a woman 449 00:25:08,898 --> 00:25:10,726 who killed her children, she's per se crazy. 450 00:25:10,770 --> 00:25:12,119 And Mr. O'Boyle's going to make 451 00:25:12,162 --> 00:25:14,164 a seven-course meal out of it. 452 00:25:16,689 --> 00:25:18,212 What can I do? 453 00:25:18,255 --> 00:25:21,041 Prove she planned the killing? 454 00:25:26,612 --> 00:25:28,875 You didn't come to the Bronx to apologize to me. 455 00:25:28,918 --> 00:25:31,530 Actually I did, but I do have some questions 456 00:25:31,573 --> 00:25:32,792 that I'd like to ask you. 457 00:25:32,835 --> 00:25:35,098 To help you convict Mrs. Anna? 458 00:25:35,142 --> 00:25:39,146 I'm just trying to figure out what happened 459 00:25:39,189 --> 00:25:42,976 and why she did what she did. 460 00:25:45,544 --> 00:25:47,067 I will never understand. 461 00:25:47,110 --> 00:25:49,809 Well, to be honest with you, 462 00:25:49,852 --> 00:25:52,768 I won't either, but... 463 00:25:52,812 --> 00:25:55,597 but I've got to try, if that's okay. 464 00:25:56,816 --> 00:26:00,863 So, Delores, when... when is the last time you spoke with her? 465 00:26:00,907 --> 00:26:03,518 The night before. 466 00:26:03,562 --> 00:26:06,695 I stayed late because Mr. Julian went to sleep early. 467 00:26:06,739 --> 00:26:08,697 What did you talk about? 468 00:26:08,741 --> 00:26:10,525 The children. 469 00:26:13,136 --> 00:26:15,878 She wanted to know if Rachel did her homework. 470 00:26:15,922 --> 00:26:18,794 Okay, did she... 471 00:26:18,838 --> 00:26:21,884 did she say anything about her husband? 472 00:26:21,928 --> 00:26:24,626 Did she... 473 00:26:24,670 --> 00:26:28,195 did she say anything about Charlie? 474 00:26:32,678 --> 00:26:34,941 Dolores, did she say anything else? 475 00:26:37,857 --> 00:26:39,685 What is it? 476 00:26:39,728 --> 00:26:40,903 It's nothing. 477 00:26:40,947 --> 00:26:42,688 Just tell me. 478 00:26:45,734 --> 00:26:47,780 Usually when I'm leaving, 479 00:26:47,823 --> 00:26:51,000 Mrs. Anna says "Buenas noches." 480 00:26:51,044 --> 00:26:53,699 Good night. 481 00:26:53,742 --> 00:26:56,789 That night, she said "adios." 482 00:26:57,790 --> 00:26:59,269 "Good-bye"? 483 00:26:59,313 --> 00:27:02,185 And she kissed me. 484 00:27:02,229 --> 00:27:04,797 She never kisses me. 485 00:27:11,281 --> 00:27:15,285 Well, thank you, um, thank you, Dolores. 486 00:27:15,329 --> 00:27:22,075 Um, you've... you've been extremely helpful. 487 00:27:23,250 --> 00:27:27,080 For ten years, she treated me so well. 488 00:27:27,123 --> 00:27:29,604 She helped me stay in this country. 489 00:27:29,648 --> 00:27:31,301 My brother, too. 490 00:27:31,345 --> 00:27:34,783 I would have nothing without her. 491 00:27:37,003 --> 00:27:39,614 You take care of yourself. 492 00:27:48,971 --> 00:27:50,799 Well, it's a start. 493 00:27:50,843 --> 00:27:53,125 Anna knew what she was gonna do the night before she did it. 494 00:27:53,149 --> 00:27:55,717 Look, we're splitting legal hairs here. 495 00:27:55,761 --> 00:27:57,850 Insane. Not insane. 496 00:27:57,893 --> 00:28:01,244 She kissed the nanny. She said, "Good-bye." 497 00:28:01,288 --> 00:28:03,072 She planned on killing her family. 498 00:28:03,116 --> 00:28:04,726 And she deserves to be punished. 499 00:28:04,770 --> 00:28:07,250 Exactly. So what kind of legal system do we have 500 00:28:07,294 --> 00:28:09,688 if a woman like Anna Mill could end up in a hospital 501 00:28:09,731 --> 00:28:11,733 and not in prison? 502 00:28:11,777 --> 00:28:13,909 I hope one of you had the clam chowder. 503 00:28:13,953 --> 00:28:17,043 It's the best I've had since I dropped my kid off at BU. 504 00:28:17,086 --> 00:28:20,002 - Billy O'Boyle. - Olivia Benson. 505 00:28:20,046 --> 00:28:22,004 - Like I don't know. - Mr. O'Boyle does... 506 00:28:22,048 --> 00:28:25,094 - Billy. - Does his homework. 507 00:28:25,138 --> 00:28:26,748 Well, can I buy you two a drink? 508 00:28:26,792 --> 00:28:29,098 Actually, I have a son at home. 509 00:28:29,142 --> 00:28:30,360 But thank you. 510 00:28:30,404 --> 00:28:32,406 I don't know how you do it. 511 00:28:32,449 --> 00:28:34,756 I know you're top-of-the-line at one, 512 00:28:34,800 --> 00:28:37,150 but how do you rate at the other? 513 00:28:40,849 --> 00:28:42,851 - Good-bye. - Good night. 514 00:28:42,895 --> 00:28:45,375 Open mouth, insert foot. 515 00:28:47,160 --> 00:28:49,684 I don't know when I'm gonna realize: 516 00:28:49,728 --> 00:28:53,296 The fairer sex is the more sensitive sex. 517 00:28:53,340 --> 00:28:55,298 So you gotta hand it to 'em these days. 518 00:28:55,342 --> 00:28:58,301 They gotta be smart, pretty, 519 00:28:58,345 --> 00:29:01,174 bring home the bacon and fry it up in the pan. 520 00:29:01,217 --> 00:29:03,698 Hm. You know, that sounds like an opening statement. 521 00:29:03,742 --> 00:29:06,919 Oh... why didn't I think of that? 522 00:29:09,835 --> 00:29:13,099 I spoke with Mrs. Mill several times. 523 00:29:13,142 --> 00:29:16,929 The first was shortly after she committed the murders. 524 00:29:16,972 --> 00:29:18,452 Objection. 525 00:29:18,495 --> 00:29:20,256 The defendant admitted she murdered her family. 526 00:29:20,280 --> 00:29:22,325 No, she did not... she stated that she killed them. 527 00:29:22,369 --> 00:29:24,806 It does not become murder until the people establish 528 00:29:24,850 --> 00:29:26,808 the necessary mens rea. 529 00:29:26,852 --> 00:29:29,289 It is the defense position that a mental defect 530 00:29:29,332 --> 00:29:31,987 prevented her from ever forming the requisite intent. 531 00:29:32,031 --> 00:29:33,293 Sustained. 532 00:29:33,336 --> 00:29:35,469 Please continue, Lieutenant. 533 00:29:35,512 --> 00:29:38,298 I spoke with her shortly after she killed her husband, 534 00:29:38,341 --> 00:29:41,083 Julian, her daughter, Rachel, 535 00:29:41,127 --> 00:29:43,129 and her son, Charlie. 536 00:29:43,172 --> 00:29:44,434 And how did she act? 537 00:29:44,478 --> 00:29:47,133 She was traumatized by their deaths, 538 00:29:47,176 --> 00:29:51,267 she was emotional, she was disoriented. 539 00:29:51,311 --> 00:29:53,313 Did she appear sane? 540 00:29:53,356 --> 00:29:56,011 - Yes. - What about the last time 541 00:29:56,055 --> 00:29:59,014 - you spoke with her? - I've been a cop for 20 years, 542 00:29:59,058 --> 00:30:02,017 and never in my career 543 00:30:02,061 --> 00:30:04,150 have I seen anything like this. 544 00:30:04,193 --> 00:30:09,372 She convinced herself that murdering her children 545 00:30:09,416 --> 00:30:13,333 and murdering her husband was the only choice. 546 00:30:13,376 --> 00:30:16,466 So, this woman deserves to be in prison. 547 00:30:16,510 --> 00:30:19,078 She's not "legally" insane. 548 00:30:19,121 --> 00:30:20,993 Thank you. 549 00:30:24,083 --> 00:30:27,521 How many years have you been a professional psychiatrist? 550 00:30:27,564 --> 00:30:29,262 I'm not a psychiatrist. 551 00:30:29,305 --> 00:30:30,916 A psychologist? 552 00:30:30,959 --> 00:30:32,874 I'm just a cop. 553 00:30:32,918 --> 00:30:35,485 So you really can't tell us whether or not Mrs. Mill 554 00:30:35,529 --> 00:30:38,184 is a card-carrying schizophrenic who hears voices 555 00:30:38,227 --> 00:30:39,881 telling her to kill her family. 556 00:30:39,925 --> 00:30:42,057 No, but the psychiatrist can. 557 00:30:42,101 --> 00:30:45,408 You heard Dr. Abernathy's testimony. 558 00:30:45,452 --> 00:30:48,237 She said that the defendant did not hear voices. 559 00:30:48,281 --> 00:30:52,894 So then is it fair to say, in your professional opinion 560 00:30:52,938 --> 00:30:55,418 as a cop, that when you spoke with Mrs. Mill 561 00:30:55,462 --> 00:31:00,162 after the killing, she did not appear to be legally insane? 562 00:31:00,206 --> 00:31:02,382 Yes, that is correct. 563 00:31:03,818 --> 00:31:06,212 Then what about earlier? 564 00:31:06,255 --> 00:31:11,434 Earlier, when she raised the knife and plunged it 565 00:31:11,478 --> 00:31:15,134 into the tender bodies of her children and her husband... 566 00:31:15,177 --> 00:31:18,833 The three people that she loved the most in the world. 567 00:31:18,877 --> 00:31:20,226 What about then? 568 00:31:20,269 --> 00:31:22,576 Did she appear to be insane to you then? 569 00:31:22,619 --> 00:31:24,839 Unfortunately I wasn't there then. 570 00:31:24,883 --> 00:31:26,885 But that's the moment. 571 00:31:26,928 --> 00:31:30,323 That's the only moment that matters. 572 00:31:30,366 --> 00:31:32,325 Isn't it, Lieutenant? 573 00:31:38,374 --> 00:31:41,987 I said, "not at work." 574 00:31:42,030 --> 00:31:44,511 I know, but... 575 00:31:44,554 --> 00:31:46,556 Oh, damn it, Al, I hate word games. 576 00:31:46,600 --> 00:31:48,167 Okay, we'll talk. 577 00:31:49,559 --> 00:31:50,996 Those are pretty. 578 00:31:51,039 --> 00:31:52,606 I said, "not at the office." 579 00:31:52,649 --> 00:31:55,304 And he said that they're not for me. 580 00:31:55,348 --> 00:31:56,871 Who are they for? 581 00:31:58,568 --> 00:32:00,962 Smooth. 582 00:32:01,006 --> 00:32:03,269 - Yeah. - How was court? 583 00:32:03,312 --> 00:32:05,532 How do you think? 584 00:32:05,575 --> 00:32:09,057 I couldn't even step into that building. 585 00:32:09,101 --> 00:32:10,885 I don't care if she's crazy. 586 00:32:10,929 --> 00:32:13,975 That woman should be taken from the earth. 587 00:32:15,063 --> 00:32:17,979 You know, last night I... 588 00:32:18,023 --> 00:32:20,025 I put Noah to bed, kissed him good night, 589 00:32:20,068 --> 00:32:22,288 I turned out the light and then... 590 00:32:24,290 --> 00:32:30,122 And then I just stood there... watching him sleep. 591 00:32:30,165 --> 00:32:32,559 For two hours. 592 00:32:33,995 --> 00:32:36,041 I did the same thing. 593 00:32:39,044 --> 00:32:43,222 - Sometimes life just... - sucks. 594 00:32:48,618 --> 00:32:50,577 - Amanda. - Yeah? 595 00:32:50,620 --> 00:32:52,622 You should keep those flowers. 596 00:32:52,666 --> 00:32:54,929 Why? 597 00:32:56,322 --> 00:32:59,194 'Cause sometimes we just... 598 00:32:59,238 --> 00:33:02,241 we just need a little pretty. 599 00:33:05,200 --> 00:33:06,941 Right. 600 00:33:18,779 --> 00:33:21,347 And if I told this jury that you loved your family, 601 00:33:21,390 --> 00:33:23,262 would that be a true statement? 602 00:33:23,305 --> 00:33:26,308 - Of course I loved them. - I would do anything for them. 603 00:33:26,352 --> 00:33:30,182 So, you wanna hide them from all the ugliness in the world? 604 00:33:30,225 --> 00:33:31,400 That's right. 605 00:33:31,444 --> 00:33:33,750 Is that why you work so hard? 606 00:33:33,794 --> 00:33:36,623 Isn't that what I'm supposed to do? 607 00:33:36,666 --> 00:33:39,278 Well, who told you that, Anna? 608 00:33:39,321 --> 00:33:41,584 I knew that. 609 00:33:41,628 --> 00:33:45,023 I grew... I grew up in a basement apartment. 610 00:33:45,066 --> 00:33:46,372 My family had nothing, 611 00:33:46,415 --> 00:33:49,505 I had to work for everything that I have. 612 00:33:49,549 --> 00:33:52,813 And everywhere I looked, every book I read, 613 00:33:52,856 --> 00:33:55,598 every magazine, or television show, movie, 614 00:33:55,642 --> 00:34:00,429 there were successful and happy women with beautiful families. 615 00:34:00,473 --> 00:34:03,345 They were running companies. They were running for Congress. 616 00:34:03,389 --> 00:34:04,694 What if you couldn't do that? 617 00:34:04,738 --> 00:34:06,740 I had to do that. 618 00:34:06,783 --> 00:34:09,656 I had to do that so that my life would be perfect. 619 00:34:09,699 --> 00:34:11,788 Was your life perfect? 620 00:34:11,832 --> 00:34:15,314 - I had to. - For Charlie, for Rachel. 621 00:34:15,357 --> 00:34:17,533 You had to? 622 00:34:17,577 --> 00:34:19,405 And is that what you were thinking 623 00:34:19,448 --> 00:34:22,147 when you... killed your family? 624 00:34:25,237 --> 00:34:28,370 I was outside of myself. 625 00:34:30,198 --> 00:34:34,072 I watched... as another woman stabbed them. 626 00:34:36,378 --> 00:34:41,253 She was saving them from the pain. 627 00:34:41,296 --> 00:34:45,213 From the ugliness of a life that just wasn't... 628 00:34:45,257 --> 00:34:47,781 Wasn't perfect. 629 00:35:00,837 --> 00:35:02,709 I'd like you to look at this photo 630 00:35:02,752 --> 00:35:04,711 if you don't mind, Mrs. Mill. 631 00:35:04,754 --> 00:35:06,713 I know it's a lot of ugliness. 632 00:35:06,756 --> 00:35:08,106 Objection. 633 00:35:08,149 --> 00:35:09,107 Withdrawn. 634 00:35:09,150 --> 00:35:10,760 It's a lot of pain. 635 00:35:10,804 --> 00:35:13,372 Your honor. 636 00:35:13,415 --> 00:35:14,764 Move on, Mr. Stone. 637 00:35:21,467 --> 00:35:25,253 This other woman, 638 00:35:25,297 --> 00:35:28,300 the one you saw saving your family from the suffering, 639 00:35:28,343 --> 00:35:29,736 did you say anything to her? 640 00:35:29,779 --> 00:35:31,607 - Excuse me? - You testified 641 00:35:31,651 --> 00:35:33,261 it was like watching another woman. 642 00:35:33,305 --> 00:35:34,847 I just wanted to know if you spoke to her 643 00:35:34,871 --> 00:35:38,701 before she stabbed your husband and your children. 644 00:35:38,745 --> 00:35:41,400 - No. - Did you try and stop her? 645 00:35:41,443 --> 00:35:43,619 - She wasn't real. - But you thought she was, 646 00:35:43,663 --> 00:35:44,727 isn't that right? I mean, that's your proof 647 00:35:44,751 --> 00:35:47,710 that you're insane. 648 00:35:47,754 --> 00:35:49,408 No, I didn't try to stop her. 649 00:35:49,451 --> 00:35:51,342 Because you wanted them dead, isn't that right? 650 00:35:51,366 --> 00:35:53,281 Because I wanted to protect them. 651 00:35:53,325 --> 00:35:56,197 - They're better off now. - Better off than what? 652 00:35:56,241 --> 00:35:59,287 - Facing a world without... - Without what, Mrs. Mill? 653 00:35:59,331 --> 00:36:02,203 - Well, isn't it obvious? - No. It's not. 654 00:36:02,247 --> 00:36:04,249 Without me. 655 00:36:05,337 --> 00:36:07,904 I've got news for you, Mrs. Mill. 656 00:36:07,948 --> 00:36:10,298 - You're not so great. - Objection. 657 00:36:10,342 --> 00:36:11,647 Sustained. 658 00:36:14,868 --> 00:36:19,351 I shelter them, I protect them. 659 00:36:19,394 --> 00:36:22,223 It is a hard world, Mr. Stone, 660 00:36:22,267 --> 00:36:26,532 and I didn't want to watch my babies be swallowed up by it. 661 00:36:27,533 --> 00:36:30,275 Then why didn't you just kill yourself? 662 00:36:30,318 --> 00:36:32,407 - Objection. - Sustained. 663 00:36:32,451 --> 00:36:34,583 Nothing further, Your Honor. 664 00:36:43,636 --> 00:36:45,855 Everything has to be perfect. 665 00:36:45,899 --> 00:36:48,467 That... 666 00:36:48,510 --> 00:36:55,300 that is exactly what Anna Mill had in her head. 667 00:36:55,343 --> 00:36:59,478 "I have to. I have to. 668 00:36:59,521 --> 00:37:03,351 "I have to go to school, get a job, 669 00:37:03,395 --> 00:37:05,832 "get married, beget 2.3 children. 670 00:37:05,875 --> 00:37:07,703 "If I don't, I have failed. 671 00:37:07,747 --> 00:37:10,402 What happens to my 2.3 children?" 672 00:37:10,445 --> 00:37:13,318 Anna Mill, she heard voices in her head. 673 00:37:13,361 --> 00:37:17,757 She heard the voice of her own mother telling her, 674 00:37:17,800 --> 00:37:22,414 "You need to earn money, or the world will eat you 675 00:37:22,457 --> 00:37:24,981 and your offspring raw." 676 00:37:25,025 --> 00:37:28,333 She heard Betty Friedan and Gloria Steinem telling her, 677 00:37:28,376 --> 00:37:30,248 "You are the equal to any man." 678 00:37:30,291 --> 00:37:31,727 She heard Hillary say, 679 00:37:31,771 --> 00:37:35,427 "Aim high, but rely only on yourself." 680 00:37:35,470 --> 00:37:39,909 "I have to, I have to, I have to, I..." 681 00:37:39,953 --> 00:37:45,393 And then what happens when you can't? 682 00:37:45,437 --> 00:37:49,615 It's enough to... drive you crazy. 683 00:37:49,658 --> 00:37:55,316 Crazy to do what Anna Mill did. 684 00:37:55,360 --> 00:38:00,278 You would have to be... crazy. 685 00:38:12,855 --> 00:38:15,902 You know, I almost fell into Mr. O'Boyle's trap. 686 00:38:15,945 --> 00:38:18,948 I very nearly stood up here and told you that today's woman 687 00:38:18,992 --> 00:38:20,776 can do it all. 688 00:38:20,820 --> 00:38:23,997 She can have everything. 689 00:38:24,040 --> 00:38:26,086 But that's a lie, 690 00:38:26,129 --> 00:38:29,481 and we... we all know it. 691 00:38:29,524 --> 00:38:30,786 Surely women can have it all... 692 00:38:30,830 --> 00:38:34,573 But just not all at the same time. 693 00:38:36,488 --> 00:38:40,100 This case, it isn't about feminism. 694 00:38:40,143 --> 00:38:42,363 It's about what was going on in Anna Mill's head 695 00:38:42,407 --> 00:38:46,628 when she stabbed her son, her daughter, and her husband. 696 00:38:46,672 --> 00:38:49,022 Did she know what she was doing? 697 00:38:49,065 --> 00:38:52,504 She told us she wanted them dead. 698 00:38:52,547 --> 00:38:54,767 Did she know it was wrong? 699 00:38:54,810 --> 00:38:58,553 She let the police believe her nanny was the killer. 700 00:38:58,597 --> 00:39:01,643 That's it. It's that simple. 701 00:39:01,687 --> 00:39:05,647 Under hundreds of years of case law, she is not insane. 702 00:39:05,691 --> 00:39:08,563 And here's the truth: 703 00:39:08,607 --> 00:39:11,827 I feel for every woman in this courtroom 704 00:39:11,871 --> 00:39:14,656 and the completely unrealistic expectations 705 00:39:14,700 --> 00:39:16,832 that society puts on you. 706 00:39:16,876 --> 00:39:22,490 But that does not allow you to kill without consequence. 707 00:39:40,987 --> 00:39:43,642 Has the jury reached a verdict? 708 00:39:43,685 --> 00:39:46,601 We have, Your Honor. 709 00:39:49,952 --> 00:39:52,041 On the first count of the indictment 710 00:39:52,085 --> 00:39:55,044 of murder in the second degree of Charles Mill, 711 00:39:55,088 --> 00:39:56,698 we find the defendant 712 00:39:56,742 --> 00:39:59,614 not guilty. 713 00:39:59,658 --> 00:40:02,661 On the second count, murder in the second degree 714 00:40:02,704 --> 00:40:06,491 of Rachel Mill, we find the defendant 715 00:40:06,534 --> 00:40:09,842 not guilty. 716 00:40:10,973 --> 00:40:13,019 On the third count of the indictment, 717 00:40:13,062 --> 00:40:15,761 murder in the second degree of Julian Mill, 718 00:40:15,804 --> 00:40:19,852 we find the defendant, Anna Mill, 719 00:40:19,895 --> 00:40:21,854 guilty. 720 00:40:32,473 --> 00:40:33,735 The jury couldn't accept 721 00:40:33,779 --> 00:40:36,521 that a sane woman would kill her children. 722 00:40:36,564 --> 00:40:39,480 - Who could? - I meant legally sane. 723 00:40:39,524 --> 00:40:41,656 I know what you meant. 724 00:40:41,700 --> 00:40:43,963 Lieutenant Benson. 725 00:40:49,142 --> 00:40:51,231 Thank you. 726 00:40:56,279 --> 00:41:00,022 Anna Mill just hung herself in her cell.